Update

It's been so long since I updated this blog. Will be back soon.

Awake

It's time for me to awake.
It's not my privilege to dream.

Banner Lost

If you are reading this, I would like your help!
I have lost my banner a couple of days ago, so I have replaced it with this old one.

If you happen to be my blog regular visitor, please check ur internet temporary file, see whether my banner image is still there or not.
The banner has a name "simpleflower", so please type in and search simpleflower in your internet temporary file. Copy the image file and paste it at somewhere, and then send it to me.

I will be very very grateful if someone can find my old banner back, I'll treat you a good dinner! I forgot to back up the banner, and the hosting image was damaged.

Back

I'm back, and it's hot.

Going back

Opps, I'm going back already, that means it's time to change the music in my blog to my theme song. =D

I'll always put this song when I'm going back to Malaysia, back to my own bright room, with a lot of sun light coming in, because of the many windows.

It always has been like this when I'm going back, when I reach Malaysia I'll probably play this song again in piano.

Tomorrow night I'll be sleeping on my sea of bed in Malaysia, maybe I'll grab one of the puppies to sleep with me. ;)

Run

Why do I always run? I not really sure about that exactly.
Sometimes I feel like I was chasing something, sometimes I feel like I was running away from something.

It's sad emotions that I'm running away from, or things that I don't want to think about. There's a lake over the campus center there, when I see the lake reflection of the moon and night, it clears away everything inside my head and heart.

It's dream and ambition that I'm chasing, or something that I desire but I just couldn't get. The lake is like a mirror, it tells me whether I'm still there yet or not. Even I'm not there yet, it will show the thing that I want or desire to me.

I'm not sure when I'll stop running, probably never.
What am I designed for? Sometimes I feel I'm designed to change, I'm not sure how.

I realised that running has been my habits since I was in Malaysia, I have this habit of speeding with my car, I even speed until my new car broken, which is very rare. I hit the accelerator to full from KL to Alor Star.

I exhausted, I wish I can stop already, but too bad I cant. There's still something I need to achieve.

Inspiration

My inspiration meter is very full now, I almost can make a song at any moment, I even dreamed of me composing a song.

But I have to wait, it's not time yet.

The past

Hah... Thanks for everything... I'm glad to know that it happens to be like what I said... perhaps one day I'll be fading in your memory when you grown up... at least I left something to you, you picked up violin, chinese instruments and piano... Sorry for the pains I caused... I know one day you will be like what I said to you many years ago... =)

Reality

It doesn't matter how you look, it only matters if you can afford this.

It's the thing I'm born to do, I don't need to consider it.
But thanks to this person in the video, he is just a living proof for everyone.

It's not the look that gets you a hot and perfect wife.

Assignment finished

I spent too much time on my assignment, but glad I've finally finished it.

It's still not the end of the race yet, I'll have to catch up with my study and revise for the coming exam.
Tough, but I have to pull this out.

I have something to say recently, it's too late right now, maybe I'll do it in few days time.
I'm going to sleep first.

Every night I'm hearing windbell... I kinda like it right now...

Last new song for this year

名：拉风风
曲: R.

As planned, R&B rap songs, I not sure it's still R&B, cause I made it so different. I realised the song I wanted to make is very complex and would take a lot of time for me to complete, so I decided to simply throw in the rough idea I had, and finished it within 2 hours. (this complexity of song would take at least weeks to refine). So sudden ending would be anticipated. And the song is only 2.46 mins, might be the shortest song I've ever made. My advice is listen the whole song, some part is unwanted and is unavoidable because I've no time.

Wont be making song until next year, I finished my this year 2010 "album" I guess.

P.S: not suitable for ppl who cant listen fast song, and music understanding is below maturity

Song

Will start to make song again.

Finally I got my very own internet (I was sharing with downstairs friends before).
I also upgraded my IBM wireless technology to the latest (supporting N, 150mbps).

And so, my ancient IBM laptop is now back to use.
That means I'm back to music making as well, because I only use my IBM laptop for composition.

I remember that I promised to make R&B rap for my next song, so I guess it will be coming soon.

Windbell

At night it is quiet, very quiet.

All I can hear is the sound of calm wind, and windbell.

"Ting, Ting..."

I almost feel like Takumi when he was driving AE86, he had that "Ting" sound in his car.

It's tranquilizing in effect...

Nice song

Damn love the music that is playing right now on my blog,
it's a mixture of 黑人 R&B and nippon kawaii voice, damn awesome!!
I'll be listening it in my Ipod touch non-stop already.
Hope that I can make this kinda song, maybe I can make it already...
If only I know how to make mp3, I'm currently restricted to midi using piano and guitar only. If only I can ultilise more music instruments in my music making...

Memorable

美丽的回忆

曲: R.

According to my plan, I have to come up with a happy song already now.
I recalled some happy memories, and kinda "charged up" for this song, so I did manage to complete the happy song I wanted.

I was kinda dried up, because to create a happy song, I must first have a happy memory in my head. But things weren't went according to my wishes this lately, and nothing really makes me happy.

Thanks to the person in this picture, I used to pick her up with a motorbike when I was at high school, thought I was very cool then, but after I dropped her in front of my school, I drove myself into drain!! Because that time I turned back to look at her. Damn Lost the coolness tat time, hope I got the chance to redo it right.

She rejuvenated my memories of my high school.
It was such a memorable days, sometimes I would smile myself when I remember it.

Ok, next song will be R&B slow rap. I wont be bother making it now.



Long hair..... should I cut?

The life right now

There have been a lot of things happened this lately, my life is slightly convoluted right now. I'll start to write more about my search for the perfect theory for various thing in life, I have learned quite a few things from different people I've met recently.

And about the layout of my blog, I wonder when I'll have the time to change it.
And if I want to change it, I still have no idea what kind of layout that I want atm.

About music, I have no inspiration this lately, lost my source of inspiration again I guess. I wish I could meet someone that can give me endless of inspiration one day, someone has told me, that I'll meet that person. But I told her back, "you could be that person, but atm I do not desire any gf." She said I'll have that feeling back, I'm not sure she is right.

I wish that I will attain my dream one day, that is to stand on the podium of politic, to make substantial and good change to the people.

I'm back from Sydney

My future pet, nobody can stop me from getting it!!

Sydney here I come~

Yes, I'm going Sydney tomorrow =)
I only bring little cloth and stuff, but expect to bring more back!
Starting to get excited right now, I'm gonna have fun over there freely, and it's gonna an awesome trip.

Oh ya, I have decided to re-design my blog. I'll do it soon after I come back from Sydney.

Exam is finished

Actually it was finished days ago, I was playing all the long, so no time to update.
I start to think whether I want to re-design my blog or not, I have another very nicely designed blog at other place myself.

I think with my fairly high IQ, I can do almost anything. I designed a very complicated template for my another blog, it's complicated that it takes time for me to grasp what I have done after I stop looking at the code that I hand-made myself for a while. I laid a paper on that blog and anything I write is on that pieace of paper, which can elongate automatically adjustable accoding to how much I write. The trick is to fit that paper on your entries, and to make it aligned. It's the structure that makes it so complicated, and it's not like blogger, blogger is way easier to design because they fixed the structure for you already. That one is build from scatch, with some little example to help you only.

If compare two blogs, my the other blog looks nicer. But I not sure I got time to re-design again. Will see how~


(Don't worry about my other blog, I update this blog more frequent than that one a lot)

red mandarin grown (new song)

New song:

红色旗袍

曲：R.

As promised, here is my 中国风 song.

Please use window media player only, the music is supposed to be a draft, there's no intention to perfect it, or writing it in a professional way.