Last new song for this year

名：拉风风
曲: R.

As planned, R&B rap songs, I not sure it's still R&B, cause I made it so different. I realised the song I wanted to make is very complex and would take a lot of time for me to complete, so I decided to simply throw in the rough idea I had, and finished it within 2 hours. (this complexity of song would take at least weeks to refine). So sudden ending would be anticipated. And the song is only 2.46 mins, might be the shortest song I've ever made. My advice is listen the whole song, some part is unwanted and is unavoidable because I've no time.

Wont be making song until next year, I finished my this year 2010 "album" I guess.

P.S: not suitable for ppl who cant listen fast song, and music understanding is below maturity

Memorable

美丽的回忆

曲: R.

According to my plan, I have to come up with a happy song already now.
I recalled some happy memories, and kinda "charged up" for this song, so I did manage to complete the happy song I wanted.

I was kinda dried up, because to create a happy song, I must first have a happy memory in my head. But things weren't went according to my wishes this lately, and nothing really makes me happy.

Thanks to the person in this picture, I used to pick her up with a motorbike when I was at high school, thought I was very cool then, but after I dropped her in front of my school, I drove myself into drain!! Because that time I turned back to look at her. Damn Lost the coolness tat time, hope I got the chance to redo it right.

She rejuvenated my memories of my high school.
It was such a memorable days, sometimes I would smile myself when I remember it.

Ok, next song will be R&B slow rap. I wont be bother making it now.



Long hair..... should I cut?

red mandarin grown (new song)

New song:

红色旗袍

曲：R.

As promised, here is my 中国风 song.

Please use window media player only, the music is supposed to be a draft, there's no intention to perfect it, or writing it in a professional way.

Love the scent (new song)

Here's the new song I just wrote:

很爱的味

曲：R.

I intended to make it a sweet songs, but I think it doesn't sound that good, but anyway, too lazy to bother.
Tried to write a sweet songs like I planned. I don't exactly like it, it's not my style, but I try to be variety in music.
The next song I wanna write should be oriental song, 中国风.

Please use window media player only, the music is supposed to be a draft, there's no intention to perfect it, or writing it in a professional way.

New song~

It has been a long time since I post a new song here.
Here's the song I just finished:

紫色麝香

I took the time I have after I finished my assignment to compose it.
It's not the best nor it's good, but at least I came out with something, hoping I can improve.

The song is getting more and more noisy, apparently midi is not enough for me already. I'm hoping I can learn how to make mp3 one day.

Left

New song, but I don't think it's good.

I don't have inspiration this lately, because again, no relationship with any girl, which is my primary source of inspiration.

离别

It sucks I admit, wrote already so I put it out.
Oh, I'm going back to Malaysia. =)

New song again

I was extremely busy this lately, I work for 12 hours per day! Totally have no time for blogging or onlining.

But I have written a new song, it's called 想这样

I don't have a lot of inspiration this lately, but I tried to squeeze out any juice that was left. Merely because I felt I should at least write a new song for the start of the new year, luckily I did finish a song in one day, but it took me quite a lot of time (more than 4 hours). That is the difference between when I got a lot of inspiration (1-3 hours one song) and little inspiration.

Anyway, I can produce a song anytime that I want, just it takes longer when I don't have a lot of inspiration, that's why I wont be doing that so often, once a while is ok.

New Song

I'll make it short, because I'm typing on the floor...

1) I have completed a new song.
2) Don't have chair and table, it's hard for me to do composition.
3) Sitting in a bad position on the floor makes parts of my body sore.

About the song.
1) Completed in 3 hours, took me so long because of reason 2 just now.
2) It may be very noisy and complex for some poeple, but not for me, because I can separate the music in my head.
3) Have a lot of inspiration this lately, because of.... (I mentioned about my source of inspiration before)
4) Lazy to make any further improvement or change, no need to tell me any of your unsatisfaction or complaint after you listen to this song, unless authorised.

Here's the song:
黑色天使

Please enjoy and listen until the end, there's a difference of course, more noisy mah.
PS: use window media player to play, you sure cannot tahan if you use quick time player.

Sad song

One more exam to go, and I'm a free man.

I was thinking, and something hit me. I was thinking why the hell am I writing all sad songs. Well most of them are sad, I did write some chirpy songs but they are just few.

To be honest, I like to write sad song, I don't like to be sad, but I do like to write sad song. And there's one more in my head, reading to be let out. I guess I'll be continue to write sad song for a very long time.

I'm 100% not a sad person, I watched Stephen Chow's movies for hundreds or thousands of times, because I like them, I like to be amused, I like to crack cranky jokes and laugh. And I really don't like people who always appears as sad, like my friend, I talked her out of it, she was a person who always depressed and I couldn't stand it, I asked her not to be sad, tried all my ways and means to keep her happy, and I did it.

I extremely hate sad mood, but I do like to see girl with sad faces, it has to be not totally sad, it has to be a little bit sad that kind of degree. Don't like it when a girl is always sad as well, I like girl to be chirpy, joyful, bright, but not nosy.

So I certainly don't want my future gf to listen to any of my music, because it's sad. Sad as in Blue. I like Blue, not the colour but the music. I have part of me living in a sad world, but it only manifested in my music. In my imaginary world, it's much about a love story, a love story that never exists in the real world. Why I say it never exists? because I never have a great love relationship before, all I had was the old puppy love and a short term relationship.

Shit, it sucks. Better get off my single life quick, but I really don't know how. All I know is the cheap method of "internet". I never really tried in real. But I reckon that all is going to be changed. Because! I have a master to teach me, he is a playboy, handsome, and really a girl killer. His body is like a ferrari in the car world, therefore any girl would fall for him. That is only when I get back to Malaysia, to receive his training.

Until then I'll just study hard and build up my body. I love Uni life, because I think, I sort of like to study.... hmm.... how could that be?

A simple song

It's been a long time since I last published a song here.
Finally I got a new songs already, they are just simple songs.

Here's the songs:

最后 and 感觉来了

I wrote the second song after I had a 2 hours talk with somebody. Looks like my source of inspiration is back! yosh! The first song I finished like 2 months ago? but I didn't publish it.

Overall, they sound crappy, to regain my inspiration is not an easy process. And they are just a draft music, I used like 1 hour the most to compose it. Look at the time I took to write them! don't critise me, just imagine how the music would be. Anyway geocities closed already, that means all my old songs are now unable to be downloaded. I'm lazy to upload all of them too, I will take some time to do it.

The 2009 music are quite few also, I'll have to write a lot of music to fill it up before 2010. I can complete one song in one day (1-2 hours), provided I'm not fatigued.

PS: Somebody has certainly responded. Let it be the end of it.

Ok, back to study.

The old light

It was 4 years ago, that time I was form 5.

The days were glory, I had a status that allowed me to go anywhere at my school. I exploited that privilege, with good reason. I often skipped class or disappeared during recess, there was only one place that I would go, it was the hall.

The hall was boring, huge, and empty. Warm lights shone in that hall through the high window, the doors were locked, shades at the floor, and it was dim actually, but rather bright at the top. I stepped in that hall, I switched on that switch, plugged in that cord. And I played.

It all suits well, I was thinking. I was playing chopin, and the warmth of light enlivened me, and the piano. It was all that I needed.

I often sneaked in part of building with my friend, playing piano. I even taught him how to play, and he played before the girl of whom he liked. I wondered why, it was I who possessed the skills and privilege, but I never did what he do, instead I had given him the opportunity to confess to girl, while I was still playing in the dark and dim places alone mostly.

Same thing happened at Taylor College, I sneaked in that empty hall, it was more grand than my high school one, but it had no sunlight.

I have lost my source of inspiration, I didn't talk to a girl for so long already. I have to confess my source of inspiration is the relationship I have with someone. Once I have that relationship, that inspiration is endless. I cant write any song now. Seriously, I cant. There's just nothing for me to write already.

I have stopped talking to someone I always talked to, and as a result, lost my inspiration. I just wish I could go back to my old school, at that old piano and light, and play this piece of chopin, I might gain another perspective of music, and myself. That old light that shone at that hall, I miss that moment.

I'm not a composer

I wrote this song about 6 months ago and gave it to my friend asked him to fill in the lyrics. Out of my expectation, beside filling in the lyrics he found a singer and asked her to sing the song. Anyway, I was happy to hear a MP3 version of my song =)

I orginally named it 邂逅, I put it at the right hand bar there if you wanna listen to the solely musical one you can check it out. I'm not going to link it here because geocities is closing down, the link will be changed again.

But he named it 方向, it was ok for me I dont mind. I been keeping this song for 6 months and never uploaded or posted it, last 2 weeks I formatted my laptop and I had lost it. I asked my friend to send it again to me, luckily he is keeping it. So, I better post it just in case I lost it again for any reason.

Imagination went haywire

I donno what I was thinking when I write this song. Was thinking so many things, imaginating as well. So it turned out to be so noisy, whatever. Usually this is the time when the writer will scrap the paper he wrote, shoot it inside the dustbin and then re-write a new one. But I'm lazy to do that, re-write some part of my song means I'll be wasting more time and energy. Should organise my thoughts first before I write the song.

Nowadays I seldom do composition already, I write only on a whim only. This song is not really satisfying, but I decided to publish it, it could be the most crappy song I ever published.

千年二

Already got 千年 this song which I composed 1 year ago, it sounds bettter than this a lot. But it's my secret collection, I'm not gonna publish that. So I name this 千年二 .

One last thing, I have lost damn lot of pictures and musics that I had composed when I fix my laptop! Oh well, picture can take again, music can compose again also.

Music

I have been so busy with uni this lately that I don't have time to write song. There are two circumstances where I can write song:

(1) First is when there's abundance of inspiration came I can finsih a song in 1 or 2 hours, this happens on a whim.
(2) Second is when I feel there's an obligation to write song, it's often compelled by people who ask me to write. Or it's me who want to write for particular reason. In this circumstance, I wouldn't be able to finish in 1 or 2 hours, I'll just waste time until some idea hits me, and when it hits me start from there I will be able to finish it in 1 or 2 hours time.

Basically the intention to write wont spark the engine effectively, it's the idea that hits me that did the magic thing. But the intention to write a song will compell or induce the inspiration to come quicker, or else, it will be uncertain when it comes if I write on a whim. Yahoo geocities is closing at this october, so I have to use a new place to host my music file already. My friend introduced me use http://www.fileden.com/, not bad!

空旋 - this is not really a good song, I just cincai write only. I cut the quality of my music production, more time on my studies. =D
So I only write on a whim, wont be puting too much effort on it.

New song agian

Finally, I have completed this song.  I had promised someone that I would write a song for him. It may be used for music composing competition, not sure yet.

I named it 爱情篇

This song doesn't have lyrics, but it will have one soon.

Ok, that's the final song I composed in this holiday. I want to spend more time to enjoy my holiday, not spending more time in front of computer and laptop.

And "thanks" to this surround speaker, I could hardly hear any clean sound, it wasted me a lot of time trying to adjust with it, and also really tested my hearing to the highest level.

Dad wanted a movie sound system, yea it sounds great when watch movie, but not when a clean and clear sound is needed.

New song

I guess somebody will say me write girly song, nonono.
I promised a friend that I would write a cute song for her, she is only 14 years old.
She is a talented lyrics writer.

This is the first time I attempted to write this kind of song: 小心
If you look at the right hand bar, these are my works, and I never write this type one.

I'm not gonna perfect this song, I'll just leave it like that.
Unless there's someone who wish to use it, then I'll perfect it by adding more tunes.
I don't even have chance to listen to this song, I FELT AWKWARD by just playing it and my family would hear it. I play a part here and a part there when I'm composing the song, so they wont know what song I'm making.

Lazy to write song nowadays. Got so much stuff to do.