Showing posts with label picture. Show all posts
Showing posts with label picture. Show all posts

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Last new song for this year


名:拉风风
曲: R.

As planned, R&B rap songs, I not sure it's still R&B, cause I made it so different. I realised the song I wanted to make is very complex and would take a lot of time for me to complete, so I decided to simply throw in the rough idea I had, and finished it within 2 hours. (this complexity of song would take at least weeks to refine). So sudden ending would be anticipated. And the song is only 2.46 mins, might be the shortest song I've ever made. My advice is listen the whole song, some part is unwanted and is unavoidable because I've no time.

Wont be making song until next year, I finished my this year 2010 "album" I guess.

P.S: not suitable for ppl who cant listen fast song, and music understanding is below maturity

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Nice song










Damn love the music that is playing right now on my blog,
it's a mixture of 黑人 R&B and nippon kawaii voice, damn awesome!!
I'll be listening it in my Ipod touch non-stop already.
Hope that I can make this kinda song, maybe I can make it already...
If only I know how to make mp3, I'm currently restricted to midi using piano and guitar only. If only I can ultilise more music instruments in my music making...

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Memorable



美丽的回忆

曲: R.

According to my plan, I have to come up with a happy song already now.
I recalled some happy memories, and kinda "charged up" for this song, so I did manage to complete the happy song I wanted.

I was kinda dried up, because to create a happy song, I must first have a happy memory in my head. But things weren't went according to my wishes this lately, and nothing really makes me happy.

Thanks to the person in this picture, I used to pick her up with a motorbike when I was at high school, thought I was very cool then, but after I dropped her in front of my school, I drove myself into drain!! Because that time I turned back to look at her. Damn Lost the coolness tat time, hope I got the chance to redo it right.

She rejuvenated my memories of my high school.
It was such a memorable days, sometimes I would smile myself when I remember it.

Ok, next song will be R&B slow rap. I wont be bother making it now.



Long hair..... should I cut?

Saturday, July 24, 2010

The life right now



There have been a lot of things happened this lately, my life is slightly convoluted right now. I'll start to write more about my search for the perfect theory for various thing in life, I have learned quite a few things from different people I've met recently.

And about the layout of my blog, I wonder when I'll have the time to change it.
And if I want to change it, I still have no idea what kind of layout that I want atm.

About music, I have no inspiration this lately, lost my source of inspiration again I guess. I wish I could meet someone that can give me endless of inspiration one day, someone has told me, that I'll meet that person. But I told her back, "you could be that person, but atm I do not desire any gf." She said I'll have that feeling back, I'm not sure she is right.

I wish that I will attain my dream one day, that is to stand on the podium of politic, to make substantial and good change to the people.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

I'm back from Sydney


My future pet, nobody can stop me from getting it!!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Exam is finished



Actually it was finished days ago, I was playing all the long, so no time to update.
I start to think whether I want to re-design my blog or not, I have another very nicely designed blog at other place myself.

I think with my fairly high IQ, I can do almost anything. I designed a very complicated template for my another blog, it's complicated that it takes time for me to grasp what I have done after I stop looking at the code that I hand-made myself for a while. I laid a paper on that blog and anything I write is on that pieace of paper, which can elongate automatically adjustable accoding to how much I write. The trick is to fit that paper on your entries, and to make it aligned. It's the structure that makes it so complicated, and it's not like blogger, blogger is way easier to design because they fixed the structure for you already. That one is build from scatch, with some little example to help you only.

If compare two blogs, my the other blog looks nicer. But I not sure I got time to re-design again. Will see how~


(Don't worry about my other blog, I update this blog more frequent than that one a lot)

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Before I cut my hair



Was actually this long, but I cut already. Gonna do another style this time.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

A picture of us



Time will fade the colour of this picture...

I finally realised that even that I like everything about a person, I might not like the person itself.

I feel nothing when everything is clear.

Hope I can meet another person like her, but she will be the one that can make my heart pounds and make me happy when she is around, and sad when she leaves.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

New pic

It has been a long time since I upload my picture. Here:







Gotta study already, bye.

Oh, I forgot I got new song: 开始就不是

It supposed to sound happy, but I want it to be sad, so I added a different chorus to portray the meaning of the song.
As usual the second half of the song is very noisy, because I want to add a lot of stuff, but I'm too lazy to bother whether it's noisy.

Please use window media player only, the music is supposed to be a draft, there's no intention to perfect it.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Stupid self-picture

As title.











I know what you are thinking, shuddap please, I'm just trying something new.
And I want to say 사랑해비。

Ok damn sad right now, I called back to my home just to wish my mom Happy Mother's Day,
Guess what!?! They all left to Shanghai for Holiday !!! And I didn't even know about it. My dad, mom, and two sisters they all went together, left my little sis at home and she told me that.

Super awesome, they are now happy at Shanghai, I just chat with my mom 5 days ago, they didn't even tell me. Because they sure know I will ask them not to go, and so they secretly go. Ok, I want go Ski camp already!! I don't care!!

I tried called them in Shanghai but didnt work.

I still wanna say:
Mom, Happy Mother's Day!!! I say this to you every year and never miss, I hope you can hear this in Shanghai. I wish I can kiss you like when I was in Malaysia every year. I love you mom!! Miss you!!

Friday, April 9, 2010

I never give up

I'll never give up.

Give it 2 years, 5 years, or 10 years, I'll be back each time with the better me until you finally say yes to have a lunch or dinner with me.

I'm cursed, my world is too grey for you, but I'll paint it with colours, hoping one day you will see it. I'm too afaird of looking at you, but I always like to. And I never learn how to smile, that's how I was brought up to. Sorry I couldn't act naturally in front of you, because I was afraid I might say the wrong thing.

I'm sorry I'm not like the other guy, I hope you will find another guy that suits you, and enjoy being in love. But my question will always remain... please dinner with me.








And it might be a question, that will never get an answer yes.

I'll still live life to the fullest, because I never sad of getting rejected from you. Because I don't know what is love, I just know that I really like you, and that's the only feeling that is true.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Going to camp tomorrow!



I'm going to Malaysian Club camp tomorrow, it's my chance! =)
I cannot expect too much, but still... I have hope.

I have lost interest in joining any camp, because I have had many of that experience already.
If not for that reason... hahahah... you guys would know.

Just shot a picture and uploaded it, that's it, I cant blog too much this lately.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I sucks

I just realised how terrible am I.

It's time that I disconnect, to upgrade myself. Because I'm so fuk up atm.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Me~


That's me = ="
I just thought I long time didn't take photo, so I just shot one and uploaded it.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Funny


So many half-naked pictures, it was hot this lately.

It feels funny to me of what people think about my bank account, while I'm already at a level that they can't even comprehended.

I not bragging, but some people can never imagined. People would usually be squandering if they were in my shoes, but not me. I only squander for myself, not for other. In fact, I'm very stingy to things that I don't feel it's important. For example, I don't feel it's important to go for a vacation, therefore I would be very stingy in this case.

I don't like the idea that people have in their mind. People would usually take advantage of you when they know you are capable in terms of financial. That is what I hate the most, I can only be generous for people convenience. For example, I can be generous as to allow a person to drink the milk I bought, only for her convenience, not for long terms feeding her for free. Things that arent't really constantly consuming my money, like borrowing a book or any equipment to a friend is fine. I don't see why my milk has to be finished so soon, and other foods that I bought have to finish so quick, and I have to go out and buy it again, and come back to constantly feed people for free.

Most of all, I don't like the thought of feeding people for free, while it is other person's parent's job.

Apparently some people do have a bad thinking, it's somebody who told me that.

There are two noticable traits that I discerned over the past years, my friends who are very financially capable are better in his manner in terms of things that I mentioned above. They wont take your advantage and they always being fair and generous. (note that our generousity is only for convenience and friendship). In contrast, friends that are not very financially capable tend to take advantage of other people, and they will feel it's normal and smart to do so, because people are capable.

I think most of the people already knew about what I have said, I didn't say it because I'm so damn care about it, or too scrupulous. I only say it because I can only feel comfortable in the way that I always be. Or maybe I only say it because of my libra character as well.

Lastly, there are people who think like what I have said, and they think it's perfectly normal and smart. And they will surely feel offended of what I have said. But I don't give a damn care about them.

For a start, they already lack the good personality which everyone ought to have, are they lacked of home education or due to their predicament, are none of my concerns as well. You don't accept a badly made things, because of you know the reasons why it was badly made, but you concern about the improvement or proper functions, that it should have.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Peaceful


I'm quite enjoy the time here, being peaceful and quiet.

I didn't feel lonely at all, instead I feel very comfortable and warmth. I have become so accustomed to alone, sometimes I would feel any sound or noise that is obvious is a nuisance to me. I think, that is only when I was at home, I would still want to have a lot of friends out there.

I wouldn't dare to say I enjoy my housemate absence, she might be reading this haha. I just say I enjoy the peaceful quietness.
She is coming back soon, right?! right!

I'm going back to sleep... it's too comfortable, I feel I don't wanna get up yet.. Jalja..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Sunny Day

The weather was so hot yesterday until this evening and it turned better.
Can you believe it was 46 degrees? I not sure whether it was 46, but that's what I heard from my friend. I did feel like 46 degrees! I got a fan but to no avail, the wind blown from the fan was hot!

I like the weather in Malaysia, but not like this one. This one feels like in a oven.


First picture of this year, which I just took it just now. Luckily the heat wave is over, and it's cold again. The weather in Australia feels like in desert and then suddenly feels like in ice land.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

My new room


I have to sleep on the floor, there's no bed frame. I quite like it because it feels quite good, but not good for health as they said.


It's pretty much bright and white. I got a fully white double bed and pillows, the quilt is fully white as well. I took a photo of my bed but the reflection of light was too intense, wont be able to see anything actually so I didn't upload it.

I got a Samsung LCD tv which is black, an IBM laptop and printer which are in black as well. And the bags are black, so it's sorta balance a bit.

The apartment is quite a modern one, there are two rectangular windows until the floor in my room. My actual room in malaysia got 35-45% walls are windows, so the windows here give me the feeling of my own actual room too, which is extremely bright and white.


Something like that, my actual room in Malaysia.

I'll take more photo of my new room next time. I'm quite lazy to take out my Canon Camera (not web cam) to take picture right now. I realised that I can't use my web cam to shoot, I need to stand at a distance to do so, hence just one picture. =P

I'm living with a person right now. The apartment is a two bedroom apartment, so things are pretty simple and tidy.

Sorry for the abnormal posts this lately, I guess nobody would understand what I wrote.

Friday, December 11, 2009

The walk



The world has rotten.

I'll do something that would distain my reputation, in order to know the truth. As I gained more insight, I knew it became more darker than I thought. A person soul is the most valuable thing in this world, some would suffer in this world and some would not, all due to the reason that we don't belong to this world. One day we all shall return to where we belong.

With the knowledges of either side, I increase the burden that I carried. And I shall only discharge those burdens when I return, by making me myself the slave of mankind.

Nothing could salve my conscience.
I have never been tainted, nor shall I be, Please forgive me.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Found a new place

Finally, I have found a new house. I'll be moving there by this saturday.

I'll have to buy some furniture, will have to spend money again.
Hope I can quickly find a job to earn back the money I squandered.

The weather is crazy here, it was very hot few days ago, now it's cold again. I miss the weather at Malaysia where it's stable and constant, there is no worries about what cloth to wear and bring. At here, you wear T-shirt and you thought it will be hot today but it might be cold at night or evening.

Talk back about my new place, I'll be living with a girl that I just know.
I guess if it doesn't matter to her, it doesn't matter to me as well, I just want a comfortable place to live, and that place is the best. It's modern and nice.
Most importantly she is quite a person I can live with, that's how I feel.. because I feel comfortable with her.

Thank God allowed me to find such a good place.


Looks dumb, I just wanna put something which is recent of me, so I don't care.
I always look thin and skinny, because of the cloth is baggy.

Oh one more thing, why is it I can still see changes on my body? I mean I can see my chest hairs sprout out and growing a bit. and my beard is getting more. There's still a transformation on my body, I thought I'm already over with puberty, so I guess not. I'm still on puberty.

Is that a good thing? I'm 21 already. Not so sure I should see anymore transformation on my body. Is this all started when I started to gym? The hair is not long luckily, if not I'll go lasser it no choice, it's just short and thin. Blah, why am I discussing about this? =P