Cant write out a music

I cant write any music at all, when I don't have my source of inspiration.
Supposedly I have to post up a piece right now, but freaking awesome, I cant compose at the moment.

And I just got two pieces for this year, according to my "visualised schedule", I'm a bit late behind of completing 10 songs for this year. Anyway it's not important, just that I feel it's time that I come out with something to impress myself.

I wonder if I really got a gf, my source of inspiration would be endless, what will happen then? I want to find out. =)